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An open diary if so you call it.

Probably none will ever read this, and even if someone does I don’t really care.

28/12/2018  Today, again i feel like wanting to end my life, no actual plan just the desire to die.

The rational side of my mind is telling me that i’m just weak, not able to face my problems, and instead of trying to fix them, i chose to run away, to my fantasy world, were death is a brave choice.

Pancakes recipe

                                                                       

                                                         

I'm totally in love with pancakes ≧◡≦

Recently i tried Ochikeron's recipe EXCELLENT RECIPE, so i wanted to share it and i hope you'll like it as much as I do.

Ingredients:

* 100g cake flour
* 3 tbsp. sugar
* 1 tbsp. corn starch
* 1/2 tbsp. baking powder
* a pinch of salt
1 egg
100ml milk
1 tbsp. cooking oil
maple syrup
butter

 Directions:

1. Sift in dry ingredients (A) in a bowl and mix well with a whisk.
2. Beat an egg in a different bowl, add milk, and mix well.
3. Add the dry ingredients (1.) 1/3 at a time, and mix just until blended. 
4. Add cooking oil and mix again. *DO NOT mix too much!
5. Cover with plastic wrap and leave to set for 5 minutes.
6. Meanwhile, heat a non-stick frying pan over medium heat. Place the pan on a wet towel to cool down the pan a little bit. 
7. Turn the heat down to low, place the pan, pour about 1/2 ladle of the batter onto the pan, and cook until bubbles appear on the surface.
8. Flip with a spatula, then cook for a minute until browned on the other side. Repeat the steps to complete the rest.
9. Place a piece of butter on top and pour some maple syrup.
You can decorate it as you want, i chose to put some nutella on top instead of butter. 

They're really so yummy ≧✯◡✯≦